I want it all

I want it all. I've decided.

Giving all.

Give it all to the community, inspired by beetle.
Dance to it all, inspired by DJ Pilar.
Grace them with flavor says Izbot.

Praise.

See it all. All worked toward, all lifted forward, passed over for.

Give them your all.

i don't want. I want to give. That's what my sister's  have taught me. Stop being dysfunctional. Stop being wanton. Live and dance and sing and crave. that's what my sisters have taught me in their years before mine. I never knew it was this easy. They give. they receive. I knew saw it this easy.

Be beautiful and facetious. only one. They showed me how being only apart of a sole conception could be bound for many.

Restoration is where I lay. I wouldn't have discovered with out a friend. the Friend's worth over late night delves.

it's all good. I've come to realize I can't be the lonely woman on the balcony speaking in tongues.

I've learned to do it. push it. become even if i wasn't worth it. past the poison. past the regret. past the want. No one person pushed , but collectively they listened and steered when I was distracted.

I am forever grateful