Monday, July 16, 2012
Sunday, July 15, 2012
Saturday, July 14, 2012
Friday, June 22, 2012
Tuesday, June 19, 2012
I want it all
I want it all. I've decided.
Giving all.
Give it all to the community, inspired by beetle.
Dance to it all, inspired by DJ Pilar.
Grace them with flavor says Izbot.
Praise.
See it all. All worked toward, all lifted forward, passed over for.
Give them your all.
i don't want. I want to give. That's what my sister's have taught me. Stop being dysfunctional. Stop being wanton. Live and dance and sing and crave. that's what my sisters have taught me in their years before mine. I never knew it was this easy. They give. they receive. I knew saw it this easy.
Be beautiful and facetious. only one. They showed me how being only apart of a sole conception could be bound for many.
Restoration is where I lay. I wouldn't have discovered with out a friend. the Friend's worth over late night delves.
it's all good. I've come to realize I can't be the lonely woman on the balcony speaking in tongues.
I've learned to do it. push it. become even if i wasn't worth it. past the poison. past the regret. past the want. No one person pushed , but collectively they listened and steered when I was distracted.
I am forever grateful
Giving all.
Give it all to the community, inspired by beetle.
Dance to it all, inspired by DJ Pilar.
Grace them with flavor says Izbot.
Praise.
See it all. All worked toward, all lifted forward, passed over for.
Give them your all.
i don't want. I want to give. That's what my sister's have taught me. Stop being dysfunctional. Stop being wanton. Live and dance and sing and crave. that's what my sisters have taught me in their years before mine. I never knew it was this easy. They give. they receive. I knew saw it this easy.
Be beautiful and facetious. only one. They showed me how being only apart of a sole conception could be bound for many.
Restoration is where I lay. I wouldn't have discovered with out a friend. the Friend's worth over late night delves.
it's all good. I've come to realize I can't be the lonely woman on the balcony speaking in tongues.
I've learned to do it. push it. become even if i wasn't worth it. past the poison. past the regret. past the want. No one person pushed , but collectively they listened and steered when I was distracted.
I am forever grateful
Saturday, March 24, 2012
it took a haircut
it took a haircut for my life to change. MeeMaw walked in with a new hairdo.
"You'll love her!"
Tessa knew exactly what to do, color - style - and added grace.
"Where did you go?" For once Beetle had a question in favor of my response.
Sister bonding time. Added Egotism. Changing landscapes. Rejuvenating energy.
Green tea. Fixing cameras. Conversations with attentive strangers. I'm now known by my name. Not anyone else's name .
Was it the winding that brought Becca back? Could it have been when Hannah reacted? Was it all due to Izzy's trust again?
and the golden highlights compliment my eye-color too....
No more known today then when I started this whirlwind of change. No more doubted then when I put down the glass and picked up the pen. No more frighting 'what-if's' because I get off on what I've checked off so far.
Still thick. Still indecisive. Closer to getting richer by obsessing over stocks and bonds, career and knowing the baby-sisters are set. Invitations to weddings, readings, meetings, plays of perception and eattings ;p
This is what it's like to 'growed-upped'. Wish you could see this Dad. So glad you're here MeeMaw.
always wanting more hugs
always facetious and too lazy to create a complete sentence.....
"You'll love her!"
Tessa knew exactly what to do, color - style - and added grace.
"Where did you go?" For once Beetle had a question in favor of my response.
Sister bonding time. Added Egotism. Changing landscapes. Rejuvenating energy.
Green tea. Fixing cameras. Conversations with attentive strangers. I'm now known by my name. Not anyone else's name .
Was it the winding that brought Becca back? Could it have been when Hannah reacted? Was it all due to Izzy's trust again?
and the golden highlights compliment my eye-color too....
No more known today then when I started this whirlwind of change. No more doubted then when I put down the glass and picked up the pen. No more frighting 'what-if's' because I get off on what I've checked off so far.
Still thick. Still indecisive. Closer to getting richer by obsessing over stocks and bonds, career and knowing the baby-sisters are set. Invitations to weddings, readings, meetings, plays of perception and eattings ;p
This is what it's like to 'growed-upped'. Wish you could see this Dad. So glad you're here MeeMaw.
always wanting more hugs
always facetious and too lazy to create a complete sentence.....
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