Today is the day to prove myself

Tasked on a Thursday to hold down the fort & yesterday within three goes if being told to do so I faced almost every challenge I've met so far. I love my role & will continue to learn but WTF is up with Murphy's law reigning!?!?


I will resist the temptation to given into defeat.

I will not allow myself to succumb to any chaotic disturbance.

I will rock & handle this as cool calm & collected & throw in conceded for added pleasure.

I'm gonna represent (!) on this Thursday ladies & gents. *bows* *throws chains around my neck* MIA Style!!

I can fit

I can fit within.

There takes a strength I've never had before.

One I've ignored.

I called upon this strength in the most inevitable moments and survived.

Today.

Today I felt that strength. strength.

I can remember this when I lose faith.

He asked me where...

He asked me where apartment 202 was, in his suit of armor on this cold Denver Friday night. As I pointed to venture through the corridor, I held my tongue to take me with him.

Cheers,

That one moment

That one moment when I question my career and my love life and my friends and my social arrangements ..... comes the text.

Nevermind the over analytical paralysis I'm facing.
*grins*

More Importantly remember to be classy and sassy

There was a woman I knew who made herself a career. She was a mother. She was a friend. She was Classy. She was indulgent. She was out spoken. She was decisive. She looked out for others. She was a mother to all. She didn't find fault. She was strong. She was the cause and effect to a cancer. We cherish her in our separate ways. Another person who has left, who I would have liked to have known more over cocktails and music. RIP Lady Diane.

Distraction by purification

There is a belief in distraction. What is the true distraction where intent is involved. My belief is solace in first thought. That first thought didn't come, but action did. So I clean. I clean when I think and miss him.